Chatted with Anil today about Tyler... wish it would all work out in the end obviously. Here is a little excerpt from our chat... i'm crazy and he's drop... those are not our full names by the way...

(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: so here goes
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: now you know tyler right
- D R O P ..: yes
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: k well that is a start
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: her theory is that i should make more of a deal out of the fact that we did what we did
- D R O P ..: u did nothing
- D R O P ..: and why that would be stupid
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: exactly but this is me
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: i don't do stuff like this
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: i don't get with ppl at dances
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: i am tres careful
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: what happened in nyc doesn't happen in my life
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: it just doesn't
- D R O P ..: haha
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: i do not do that with anyone and she knows this and reckons that that should mean something and that i am being stupid in saying well whatever and that i should get to know him better
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: as in far better
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: as in he is a good influence on me
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: you see where she is going
- D R O P ..: yes
- D R O P ..: she's trying to turn you into a schlampe
(slut in german)
- D R O P ..: but
- D R O P ..: Be right back
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: i know that word you used it greatly
- D R O P ..: hahaha'
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: trust me that one i know
- D R O P ..: mmmm
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: now then
- D R O P ..: yup
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: should i be making more of a deal out of this?
- D R O P ..: no
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: and why in your mind not?
- D R O P ..: bc he lives in west van and hangs around a different crowd and apparently from what i've heard you're not his usual type
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: i c
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: then what happened in nyc?
- D R O P ..: you draped yourself over him
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: no i did not
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: that was not draping
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: i didn't do that
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: i was about to swear i will refrain
- D R O P ..: yes you did i swear
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: no
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: listen
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: this is what happened
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: see
- D R O P ..: tavia and i both agree that you put the moves on him
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: i was sitting there
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: and he dumped a box of cheerios all over me therefore i took them away from him
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: and put them on the floor and he promptly picked them back up and threw them down my shirt
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: i do not like this
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: and he grabbed me and pulled
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: and i ended up in some strange position
there with him
- D R O P ..: and u chose not to move
- D R O P ..: and then he kissed
- D R O P ..: you
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: no but he didn't i tell you
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: he did not
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: no you weren't here yet at this point
- D R O P ..: i will ask tavs
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: k
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: this was not brought on by me
- D R O P ..: lol
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: this was all stemming from him
(F)CRÅZ¥(K)..: i don't do this

anyways thats about it for today, nothing new in my life right now at least. hopefully this all works out and when it does well there will be more to say...